1. |
Pulverized
02:40
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A crushing weight that falls upon our desperate shoulders
We look around to cast the blame
As glaciers melt and the hills around us smolder
All we do is fan the flames
Pulverized into a pulp
Progressing to a grinding halt
Pulverized into a pulp
Denial is our means to cope
Grinding gears of wealth divide us into factions
Separate in our own cocoons
As industry minces all to tiny pieces
The common man will always lose
Pulverized into a pulp
Progressing to a grinding halt
Pulverized into a pulp
Humanity an afterthought
Atomizing the horizon
Take the short on future bets
Romes falling as the parties starting
And the Romans are the biggest threat
Pulverized into a pulp
Progressing to a grinding halt
Pulverized into a pulp
Everyone of us at fault
Pulverized into a pulp...
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2. |
Choose Your Own Disaster
02:40
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This path leads to fortune that path leads to pain
No righteous path to glory we all end up the same
Choose your own disaster
Bespoken just for you
Serving your own master
And living your own truth
A crossroads indecision to end at the same point
A common misconception we really have choice
Choose your own disaster
Bespoken just for you
Pretending that it matters
An errand left for fools
Choose your own disaster
Bespoken just for you
Watching your dreams shatter
It’s life’s own living proof
One step forward two steps back
Future set well in the past
Two steps forward three steps back
Fading in to fade to black
Snowflake disposition a life unique to you
Commit to make a difference and sing Robert Johnson’s blues
Choose your own disaster
Bespoken just for you
A long line of bad actors
Contentious of the ruse
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3. |
Blank Slate
04:13
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If you’re gonna start from scratch it’s gonna be tough sledding
Reinvention not for the faint of heart
Paradigms to shift and some skin for shedding
Ghosts of the past look to tear you apart
Years had to pass then you beg forgiveness
Stumbling around living your own truth
I’ve been waiting here minding my own business
Back for the proof
Years had to pass then you beg forgiveness
Stumbling around living your own truth
I’ve been waiting here minding my own business
Waiting for you
Going back to the start it’s gonna be a steep climb
You can hide for a time and hardly know yourself
How many days can be left in that bank of borrowed time
Shuffling the deck of all those cards you’ve dealt
Years had to pass then you beg forgiveness
Stumbling around living your own truth
I’ve been waiting here minding my own business
Back for the proof
Years had to pass then you beg forgiveness
Stumbling around living your own truth
I’ve been waiting here minding my own business
Waiting for you
A blank slate doesn’t mean a clearer conscience
A blank slate doesn’t mean you got off clean
Years had to pass then you beg forgiveness
Stumbling around living your own truth
I’ve been waiting here minding my own business
Back for the proof
Years had to pass then you beg forgiveness
Stumbling around living your own truth
I’ve been waiting here minding my own business
Waiting for you
Now you’re back from the past and you're worse for wearing
Masks of the man you pretended to be
Years lost at sea now you’ve found your bearing
You’ve found you again will you ever be free?
Years had to pass then you beg forgiveness
Stumbling around living your own truth
I’ve been waiting here minding my own business
Back for the proof
Years had to pass then you beg forgiveness
Stumbling around living your own truth
I’ve been waiting here minding my own business
Waiting for you
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4. |
Deep Hole
04:25
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I'm conscious but I'm never awake
There’s nothing left in me to take
The consequence of a nation’s mistake
They kept on pushing just to see if I’d break
Pushing on a feeling I can’t control a daily toll
A darkness bent on dragging me down
Digging up a pain that tears apart my very soul
Just one last breath left before I will drown
So far from me
I'm all alone and I’m so far from home
So far from me
I’m cast aside buried in a deep hole
So far from me
Left all alone and there’s no where to go
So far from me
I’m sinking deeper and I’m losing control
Crawling to the edge of a ledge
Another life that they’re willing to hedge
The consequence of the vows of a pledge
And a message that I’m willing to send
Pushing on a sadness I can’t control a daily toll
A system bent on brining us down
Scratching at an itch I’ll never reach a need too deep
I try to scream but can’t make a sound
So far from me
I'm all alone and I’m so far from home
So far from me
I’m cast aside buried in a deep hole
So far from me
Left all alone and there’s no where to go
So far from me
I’m sinking deeper and I’m losing control
One of twenty two
Just one of twenty two
A statistic and a brief afterthought
A heavy toll and I’m part of the cost
A war at home that is already lost
Do they even know that pain that they’re wrought?
Ushering relief a solace from this grief I need belief
but I’ll never be whole
Clawing at the memories of who I was before all this
My wanting is to let it all go
So far from me
I'm all alone and I’m so far from home
So far from me
I’m cast aside buried in a deep hole
So far from me
Left all alone and there’s no where to go
So far from me
I’m sinking deeper and I’ve lost all control
One of twenty two
Just one of twenty two
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5. |
Dismantle
03:06
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Anonymity's the greatest gift
That technology could ever give
The opportunity to cause a rift
It’s giving me a reason to exist
Build me up to tear you down
Self righteous is a place to start
Build me up to tear you down
And a lack of even half a heart
Build me up to tear you down
Insincerity helps play the part
Build me up to tear you down
Insecurity disguised as art
Creativity’s the greatest pose
To critique all those that you oppose
All of us that are in the know
Will glad pick the emperor’s new clothes
Build me up to tear you down
Hiding from the light of day
Build me up to tear you down
It’s black and white with no room for grey
Build me up to tear you down
Every assholes gonna have his say
Build me up to tear you down
Can't let decency get in the way
Tear me down
Tear me down
Sanctimony my defining trait
With a healthy dose blind self-hate
A proclivity to aggravate
As I wait for you to take the bait
Build me up to tear you down
Self righteous is a place to start
Build me up to tear you down
And a lack of even half a heart
Build me up to tear you down
All the assholes are gonna have their say
Build me up to tear you down
Won’t let decency get in the way
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Rope
04:24
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A Hitchcock cameo you blink and then it’s over
But no-one gets away for free
The doors are locked our guns are cocked
Weight is off our shoulders
Our wants are greater than our needs
Just enough slack in the rope
Enough to make sure that we choke
Hanging by the end of a rope
Grasp for any semblance of hope
A tracking shot that never stops careful not to look away
It’s hope that brings us to our knees
To catch a thief defies belief learn to fight another day
Black and white ambition bleeds
Just enough slack in the rope
Enough to make sure that we choke
Just enough slack in the rope
The only way that we can possibly cope
We’re all Norman Bates and swallowing our hate
Pretending to be be someone we’re not
There’s no Jimmy Stewart to save us from our fate
We’re digging up our own family plot
Just stare out at the courtyard and try to find the killer
Everyone in view is suspect
The blood on our hands should seem all too familiar
We’re tightening the noose on our necks
Just enough slack in the rope
Enough to make sure that we choke
Hanging by the end of a rope
Impossible to see through the smoke
Vertigo look out below, frenzied blur the wrong man knows
There’s no one there to break up our fall
Saboteur is in the mirror no escape a coast not clear
The final shot is learning to crawl
Just enough slack in the rope
Enough to make sure that we choke
Hanging by the end of a rope
Grasp for any semblance of hope
Just enough slack in the rope
Enough to make sure that we choke
Hanging by the end of a rope
Draining any semblance of hope
Just enough slack in the rope
Just enough slack in the rope
Just enough slack in the rope
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Binary
02:32
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No innocence in sleeping children
Blink and then they’re all grown up
No skill in the deal that you’re born into
It’s happenstance and a mix of luck
Pedigree
Born to be
Binary
Haves and have nots
The great divide is just two sides
Two opposites that don’t attract
The blurring of the lines is just a state of mind
Giving reason to be watching your back
Enemies
Fail to see
Binary
The same in our difference
Binary
True contradiction
The hero is the coward depending on the side
Dark shadows hover in the light
A sinner is a saint and morales a divide
When everyone's convinced they're right
Duality
Anxiety
Binary
Doublethink the paradox
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8. |
Hasbeen
05:02
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The stories he told were getting old
As he clearly lacked any intuition
A bit long in the tooth and he’d relive his youth
With any passing John that was willing to listen
Hasbeen he once did a thing
Went to Spain had a summer flings
Toured the world and saw some art
Did some drugs and lived the part
Really was on top of it
Muck’d it up got in the shit
Should have seen him way back when
Won’t ever see his like again
Bridge
Who you are and who you were
Time stands still then life’s a blur
Fabricate what didn’t take
Can’t discern the real from fake
Well past his prime nostalgia isn’t a crime
But it goddamn sure can leave you bored to death
Stuck in the past and maybe short on the facts
Of way back when before he was a has been
Hasbeen really made his mark
never thought he’d jump the shark
Lived a life that few survive
Barely made it out alive
Left some loves at ports of call
Niagara Falls, the Berlin Wall
Not a place he hasn’t been
Days like that won't come again
Who you are and who you were
Time stands still then life’s a blur
Fabricate what didn’t take
Can’t discern the real from fake
The man and the myth have finally come to this
A dusty artifact of who he was in the past
A shadow of himself a trophy put on a shelf
His ideal him that never get back
Hasbeen lived a life of dreams
As they’re told on movie screens
Even if just half is true
He’s someone we’ll be glad we knew
Hit his stride so long ago
Who he was is hard to know
When he looks back on today
Do these become his glory days?
Who you are and who you were
Time stands still then life’s a blur
Fabricate what didn’t take
Can’t discern the real from fake
Who you are who you were
Time stands still then life’s a blur
Fabricate what didn’t take
Dreamers die and makers make
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9. |
Simon Kind
02:00
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Simon Kind is always on time
Impatience is his burden to bear
Getting there a minute too late his night is blown to bits
Can’t ever say that he doesn’t care
Simon Kind is never contrite
Conviction always top of his mind
His suffers his fools, eats crow just to avoid the fight
Congeniality’s not a crime
He’s hiding in plain sight
Perfectly structured life
Painfully wound up tight
Blight
Simon Kind a man out of time
The squarest of pegs in a round hole
He’’ll always concede content to fade behind the scenes
He’s happy to be part of the fold
He’s hiding in plain sight
Perfectly structured life
Painfully wound up tight
Plight
Morals in black and white
Can’t change a state of mind
Comfortably wound up tight
Right
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10. |
Frustrated
06:01
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